Stay with me.
It's been
21 long years and the horizon is far away for us to contemplate; o yeah we will
be together for as long as I survive. Pretty cool ha! Oops, I can feel some
resentment from your side now, aah the pain of ignorance... I understand... I
have felt it too. Hmm, don’t worry. But wait can you hear me?? I don’t think
so. You don’t exist, do you?? Na I think you do... it's just that you changed…yes
yes I get the point…I changed you…I wasn’t consistent; I was, let's say, too lazy!
I loved
you the moment you were born! Maybe not because you were beautiful but because
you were mine. The lead may have blackened my fingers like hell but heck who
cares...at least I was writing...I COULD WRITE!! Yoohoo....m sure you felt the
same then too...
You grew
up into a wonderful creation of mine. I was amazed at how obedient my fingers
were just so that they could have a glimpse of you too. They knew very well
that if they don’t take it seriously you would never materialize. They knew
exactly which situations would lure you to show yourself again. But I was
confident that you were not a situational guest but an obsessive pest! Yes, obsessive because you were so beautiful that you wouldn't resist showing up
anytime you want. You showed up every time whenever I wrote.
Yet
sometimes you would fail to keep pace with me. You would lose your way and what
ultimately I would get were scribbles all over the paper..hey wait..they are
not scribbles..they are proper words..but who cares...no one could understand!
And then
came that dreaded enemy. Computer. My mind, then an overflowing pot of joy, could never comprehend the fear you must have had at that time. I was drunk,
drunk with happiness thinking that finally, I could call myself belonging to
GenTech...! Poor you...you had to hope that I don't forget you...hope that I
keep writing..hope that I continue admiring you the way I used to do in those
innocent days...
But
alas! Fate had charted a different path...a path of wilderness for you..a path
where you would feel lonely to the core...a path which I am sure you had
expected to come across...still you didn't let that affect you..you
tried to be the best every time..that's what I love about you the most..you came
whenever I needed you...whenever I missed you...
Now you
may be worn out...you may not be the same...but I am satisfied with what you are
now...what matters is that you should be understood...what matters is that you
should not be copied...what matters is that you remain unique to me always...
My typing
pace may have overtaken you but it doesn't matter...you are still one of the
most beautiful things that I own...
Stay
with me...stay beautiful...
Yours
lovingly,
A
sincere writer.
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