Wherein lie the answers?

On the day of reckoning, I kept on thinking

Whether living was the ultimate goal

Life it seems has taken its toll on me

It’s no longer the same.

Good people are dying, the innocent are killed

The bad and the ugly are running scott free

And we still fret about exams, careers and lost money,

With no botheration for what lie in store for us.

Even the greatest astrologer cannot predict

What the greatest god can make happen

For it is God who rules the world;

Or is it?

Right through the history of life

God has favoured the innocent and rewarded the brave,

But it is them who are deprived the right to a full life now;

Does God want them in the heavens or is there any heaven at all??

The present world has succeeded in doing one thing

Poisoning my belief in God with drops of suspicion.

I am now the one between a God-believer and an atheist

Yes the confused man! The one who does not know what to believe.

The ones who believe in God will say, this is the way life goes by

Its unpredictable, anything can happen, God wanted it this way;

But the atheists will then say, why make life anyway

If this is the way we go away, without having our say.

I wish I was not confused; I wish I had the answers

I wish I had the Elixir, the fancied dream of the weak

Yes I am weak, so weak that I am tired thinking over and over again

I just want to die..

       Then either I will get the answer or will be taken in by the Earth.

       And then will be decided the victor, the atheist or the believer;

       But the real winner will be me, because I proved it,

                          Sadly, after death.